So long.

It's almost 6 in the morning.

I'm totally awake, on the couch of my first "my house".

I live by myself.

Not sponsorized by someone. Not in a program.

I'm living my life on my own.

I have a job, sure, part time. And it kinda sucks (could sure be worse) but it has good points.

I have friends. I think I do. I see people caring about me, sometimes I get surprised by how they behave towards me. Mostly I don't understand it.

I'm a weak person. And the bigger part of those who likes me, do so cause of my weakness.

But I wanna be stronger. My weakness isn't taking me anywhere.

Only, if I was to change, I'd lose them, they wouldn't recognize me anymore for what I am.

I don't like my life. I really care about just a few things. And about just a bunch of people.

I have no sense, no meaning. No reason.

But you.

You made my dreams come true.

You made my life meaningful.

You showed me the sense.

YOU are the one that I want.

I see you on cars.

I hear you in commercials and while I work, or at the mall.

You are everywhere, cause YOU are my life.

And even though I can act like I'm fine, even though I can try to keep going and pretend I'm over, I'm not.

I'll never be.

I'll never stop loving you.

I need you, cause you are the part of my life that is missing.

Not a whining, for once... just a confession.

Cause I simply have noone to talk. Cause YOU are the one that I trust more.

If I can't trust you, I can't trust noone.

And I have so much I wish I could tell you.

And I have so much I wish I could live with you.

And I have so much love I wish I could give you.

mi manchi Gaia.