How can that be

How, can just a picture hurt me so much?
I feel so sad... I miss you, but I can't reach you. I can't do that to myself again.
She posted a new profile pic on facebook. And even if everyone is "like"ing it, or saying "you look shining" I can see sadness in her "happy eyes"... and it tears me inside. I didn't wanted to see her... not that way. I wanna convince myself at least she's happy... if I'm not, maybe she is. Damn... And now all I'd do would be to contact her, ask what's wrong, try to be at her side. But I can't...
CAZZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO