I don't know

I really don't... it looks so obvious, so clear. Still I don't feel sure, I still fear I could be imagining it all.
She said it. Does she really mean it. Does she mean it the way I do, the way I want her to?
Or is it just a nice way to say she feels something for me.
It's so weird. She said the words I most wanted her to say. And still I'm here, wondering if I can finally be free to be happy...
I wish it to be true...